cst

after a cranial session

a can of worms is opened

paradox as i call her

sits in my left groin

bowel

relationships

putting faith  in love and relationships 
i had always beleieved one is balanced when they have  their own life in order

work

sense of self

independence 

not NEEDING another

maybe i thought it was weak to put your life in the hands on another 
or RISKING all for love 
what was i not admitting

i was not admitting to myself

nor anybody else
that i may actually love somebody
and that energy connection is real

and fucking important

and if we do not deal with it

nor act upon it
we may get sick.
anyway.
if i love you once

i love you for a lifetime

i just pray time and circumstance

show us the way

with all i have and am.
anon

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